Self Discovery

"Why do you like the nights so much?" No one's awake. No duties to attend to. The darkness is my blanket from…everything. It's my time, no one elses. "What are you most afraid of in life?" Failing at my goals; goals that shape people; goals that shape me and my future; goals I have failed throughout my life. "What have you most contemplated?" I've always thought maybe drugs could take all of my pain away. Maybe I will finally succumb one day. Who knows? Watch that be my miracle. "Anything else to add?" I wish everyone would either care or completely forget about me. At least then I would know what to do with myself. Either that, or I really wish that I would stop failing. Wow, I need to get the fuck out of this mess of a person that I am.