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Fly Away (in my Arms)
The gaze of the night through your gleaming eyes
I just want to run away with you in the night
To see your face in the darkness, through the light
Is to live my life
To carry you in my arms
To make you smile with my charms
I caress your skin
Feel your warmth through our embrace
Peacefulness in eternity in anyplace
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Literature
Proper Mind
People say that we aren't thinking properly when we are full of sorrow or in places we'd rather not speak of, but maybe we are. We aren't thinking properly according to whom? Maybe we are just thinking in another paradigm. Maybe there are two paradigms; one when we are sad and one when we aren't. The brain just has different modes and different mindsets turn them on or off. Is my mind thinking properly right now?
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Literature
Location: Unknown
Location: Unknown
I'm embarking on my path to success. So far, I've traveled deep into the forest venturing for an exciting new species I've heard about and seen all over the internet. It's supposedly located here in this forest, but I can't seem to find it. They kept saying that if you venture this deep in, the species would be found. What am I doing wrong? I really want to find it, but it just doesn't seem possible. I feel like I'm trying to move an immovable wall. I don't think I'll ever succeed. What do I do?
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Literature
Illuminated Darkness
Darkness. City lights. I pass by and witness the epiphany serenading its soft, sweet sound through my ears. Solace in the night. My mind is so exhausted by this time that everything just becomes...easier. I see the beauty in city lights; I feel the comfort of Darkness's blanket around me. For a little while, the world goes away. The Night shields me from everything; nothing to tend to.
Driving in the night with her by your side. You look at her, smile, and point to a building that is lit up and beautiful across the dark sky. You keep driving and you realize...you're at peace.
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Literature
Attraction
Stuck in a jar
Trying to break free
Thick glass
No way out
It craves the red
Thirsty
Unprejudiced
Unlimited
At the mercy of the blood
It will take anything that tastes good
Savor it in its mouth
It turns sour
The blood has become poison
The poison eats it from the inside out
The poison is addicting.
I can't stay away from it.
Repeat...the cycle continues.
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Literature
Cruelty
Hello child. Let me bring you into this world the way I should have been brought in. Let me cherish you and protect you from the horror you will be surrounded with. I promise to fulfill you with joy, happiness, and peace forever. I promise to never hurt you. I promise to make you a warrior. I promise to make the world fear you. I promise to make the world embrace your strengths. I promise to never estrange you. I promise to be your guardian. I promise to guide you with a white helping hand, and not a red spike.
Let me heal you child.
Don't let me seed your birth.
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Literature
Pensive Outlook
I don't know where I'm standing. I don't know where I'm heading. I'm creating my future, but with no basis. I'm living in the present without a past.
I'm desperate to urgently grab a hold of a future and I'm a fool for it. Always feeling attached, never able to let go. Death is the only way to let go; both emotionally and physically.
I am fear and I am pain.
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Literature
The Difference
Life is something that I do not want. Tip-toeing around danger while sliding across thin ice is not how life should be. I don't need help, this world does.
Why was I born bearing such a different mentality than everyone else? I have matured to this state since I was younger than ten years. Am I crazy to believe there's more to me? Am I part of some master plan?
Recently, I started to read the Bible and analyses, and all I can think is, "wow...this all seems so right." I did not form myself around beliefs as I grew. I did not choose my beliefs. My beliefs were already part of me. I was born with them.
So, is it so wrong to believe I'm part of some master plan?
I'm eager to be six feet deep to find out. The world is not a mystery, it's my final destination.
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Literature
Alienated
Feeling alone in this cold world is all I've ever felt. My goals turn into failures. My dreams turn into nigtmares. It is as if this is forever my destiny. Constantly, I search for a window that was left open for me, or even a window that was left unlocked so I can open it. I had always thought I had found these, but they were all just mirages. How can you not lose hope after 20 years of despair and attempted failures? The saddest thing is that I just want the simplest thing in life. I never pray for much else. I guess the simplest things are the hardest to obtain.
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Self Discovery
"Why do you like the nights so much?" No one's awake. No duties to attend to. The darkness is my blanket from…everything. It's my time, no one elses. "What are you most afraid of in life?" Failing at my goals; goals that shape people; goals that shape me and my future; goals I have failed throughout my life. "What have you most contemplated?" I've always thought maybe drugs could take all of my pain away. Maybe I will finally succumb one day. Who knows? Watch that be my miracle. "Anything else to add?" I wish everyone would either care or completely forget about me. At least then I would know what to do with myself. Either that, or I really wish that I would stop failing. Wow, I need to get the fuck out of this mess of a person that I am.
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Literature
Mass Market
Hollow words echo throughout my home. Words of wisdom seem to be just so alone.
The origin speaks stone and crawls through quicksand.
Life was not supposed to be this hard.
Life, as a word, is perceived as a happiness, but why? Depression and pain is inevitable even for a overjoyous individual. As my idol, J-Mann, once said, "This life's a fight for fulfillment." Don't you feel as if we are enslaved to "life?" We struggle through life to find happiness. We constantly search for it, it doesn't come to us, but depression sure will. We constantly fight to avoid depression.
I remember reading in the Bible one day that we are given lows to have even better highs. Why? Is the majority of humanity incapable of being accepting of a high that wouldn't be a high if there wasn't a low and still know it was a high (think about that)? Is a low inevitable due to our nature? Is this all the product of Eden and how sin was created (read the beginning of Genesis)?
Unfortunately, this is all redundant.
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Literature
What is Life?
Life is just a book with empty pages in which we write. What we write are not words, but simply ink on paper. Nothing complex is written for it does not exist. It is simply an illusion. An illusion in which a majority of the world concedes to. Simpletons.
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Darkness
Hello? Is anyone there? I claw at the lost doors of darkness seeking answers. They refuse to answer me. I begin to unveil a flurry of firepower emanating from my tears down to my clenched hands. Seeping red, I ask for forgiveness for my weakness. To not be able to power through these walls and ascend to everlasting happiness is disgraceful. I refuse to give up, however.
Day after day I try to find a different way, something other than brute force. I look for clues, answers to it all, but only to find out that everything is justified and in place. No, it can't be! I repel that so called truth! Am I asking the right questions? Am I understanding all of this properly? Maybe I'm in the wrong realm.
I'm running out of time. The shadows of the heavens are beginning their descent and I must escape them. I begin a determined, panic filled run on desolate passageway with no destination, and no end in sight. Still running, I look up and question his decision. I ask for answers, for reasons to it
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Rewind
We're all back to where I started. No progress has been made. No solution to the sorrow. No savior has been given, only masks to hide the sorrow, and masks are no match for the beast within.
It controls me. By no means do I control it. I've made drastic changes in my life and yet I've made no progress. I'm in as much pain tonight as ever and it's so discouraging because I'm out of solutions. I've done everything and gotten nowhere. I mean, I thought getting help was the answer. I thought someone would help me, but no one has been able to. The doctors, the pills, and the therapists were/are all masks to hide the fiend that I have grown to call my brother.
You know, the sorrow has a way with interfering in my life. I can't seem to progress in school and I've ALWAYS had this problem because of that, but this is college now and…it's just not as easy to pass. Before, I'd be able to slack-off and be depressed at home, go into school, pass the tests and all was golden. I can't do that an
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Literature
Unexpected Disguise
Your savior has fallen just as far as you. He has ventured through the darkest depths of Hell. He has been enslaved to the lowest point for life, and yet you would never imagine it. The disguise he wears is full of light and happiness. He is what he is for the sake of saving. His demise should not mean yours. His pain is his strength, and his experience his sword. He is the fallen warrior of the night.
He is your savior.
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Literature
Drown
Face the stereo and turn on music. Blast the stereo until the whispers deafen. The real world fades into nonexistence.
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Thanks so much for the watch :blackrose: :heart:
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You're welcome and thank YOU for the watch back :)
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